Thursday, November 25, 2010

Puggy's Eyes

Nov 10-12 I was with our 42 seniors for a service retreat with The Pittsburgh Project in Pittsburgh, PA. My team served Puggy, the poem below is attempt to capture observations, lessons and challenges.

Puggy is 75, living alone, and has lived in his townhouse for decades. Thursday evening he (along with other families our work team served) for dinner. I was struck by the sunglasses he wore and never took off while with us. So I began to wonder ...

“Puggy’s” Eyes

Open brightly

each day welcoming into his home

spackling, sanding, painting, measuring, cutting, nailing, cleaning

no end to the work which distracts us from Puggy

pizza, cabbage soup lunch outside on his best chairs

thanks he says as he slips inside

Narrowing

when asked about family, children, wife, church

life is better without them

doing whatever

no one telling me what to do

no details disclosed, short conversation, struggle to connect

Hidden

behind dark glasses

a past life still desired

unending stories of this showman drummer

no more gigs

cell phone plan expired, number lost

Closed

head back on couch he naps

dark room

blaring noise of big screen television

oblivious to the mess, darkness, hope and hopelessness

Girl awakes, Puggy stirs

Soften

as we join hands to pray

could we hold this moment forever

hands hold tight

journey to accept each other amidst the mess

love received, love given

God, give me courage to overcome my judgment…

(Henry Beun, 11/13/10)